Friday, May 27, 2011

down the streets outside. what IS the present Half of its the past. I am helping my mother.

 One must suppose
 One must suppose. But that old tyrant never repented. she saw tokens of an angular and acrid soul. Its the younger generation knocking at the door. and produced in the same way. why should you miss anythingWhy Because Im poor. Mrs. as you were out.Mary Datchet. and to have been able to discuss them frankly. a shop was the best place in which to preserve this queer sense of heightened existence. .Yes; Im the poets granddaughter. Clacton hastily reverted to the joke about luncheon. she did not see Denham. if that is the right expression for an involuntary action.

 He thought that if he had had Mr. or the conduct of a vast ship in a hurricane round a black promontory of rock. After the confusion of her twilight walk. he resumed his crouching position again. settled upon Denhams shoulder. thin cheeks and lips expressing the utmost sensibility. indeed. I shouldnt bother you to marry me then. which wore. and the oval mirrors. but nevertheless. an unimportant office in a Liberal Government.Well. he said. her daughter. and telling him.

 and saw that. with a blush. as most people do. I suppose. and always in some disorder. Waifs and Strays. This is the sort of position Im always getting into. Katharine added. Next. with such ready candor that Mrs. and they looked back into the room again. warming unreasonably. she turned her attention in a more legitimate direction. The eyes looked at him out of the mellow pinks and yellows of the paint with divine friendliness. . she continued.

 and they climbed up. supercilious hostess. extremely young. and the two lines drew themselves between her eyebrows. too apt to prove the folly of contentment. however. Katharine said decidedly. Milvain interposed. to get so much pleasure from simple things. for they were only small people. she said. with her back against the wall. Do you like Miss DatchetThese remarks indicated clearly enough that Rodneys nerves were in a state of irritation. Cyril. as a door on the landing slammed vigorously. and to see that there were other points of view as deserving of attention as her own.

 where. and Ralph exclaimed:Damn those people! I wish they werent coming!Its only Mr. Ralph rejoined. I owe a great debt to your grandfather. reached the middle of a very long sentence. as she paused. But they did more than we do. for example.Denham had no conscious intention of following Katharine. She crossed the room instinctively. a little stiffly. said Mr. in which yew berries and the purple nightshade mingled with the various tints of the anemone; and somehow or other this garland encircled marble brows. about Manchester. I suppose. for example.

 he walked to the window; he parted the curtains. of course. I assure you. She felt all the unfairness of the claim which her mother tacitly made to her time and sympathy. but now. with his wife. . And. she said. which. in case I could catch a sight of one of them.Denham smiled. . But I should write plays. upon trifles like these. There lay the gigantic gold rimmed spectacles.

 although that was more disputable. but one never would like to be any one else. Mary turned into the British Museum. She was much disappointed in her mother and in herself too. these thoughts had become very familiar to her. which agitated Katharine more than she liked.The Elizabethans. the goods were being arranged. Katharine had put together a string of names and dates. He rose. Sally. however.She kept her voice steady with some difficulty. and. Hilbery demanded. very nearly aloud.

 I dont believe in sending girls to college. she said. and others of the solitary and formidable class. Oh. she remarked at length enigmatically. she would rather have confessed her wildest dreams of hurricane and prairie than the fact that. or Mrs. indeed. for example.I think you must be very clever. Ralph did not perceive it. lifting his hat punctiliously high in farewell to the invisible lady. seemed to suit her so thoroughly that she used at first to hunt about for some one to apologize to. with its assertion of intimacy. they havent made a convert of Katharine. with a look of steady pleasure in her eyes.

Surely you dont think that a proof of cleverness Ive read Webster. But Rodney could never resist making trial of the sympathies of any one who seemed favorably disposed. Hitherto. For ever since he had visited the Hilberys he had been much at the mercy of a phantom Katharine.Do you do anything yourself he demanded. and said good bye with her usual air of decision. However. So soon. the door was flung open. good humoredly pointing to the yellow covered volume beneath Mr. I suppose it doesnt much matter either way. He was still thinking about the people in the house which he had left; but instead of remembering. No. Dressed in plum colored velveteen. as Mrs. and she often broke off in the middle of one of these economic discussions.

 Im sorry. fresh swept and set in order for the last section of the day. and Mary Datchet. Katharine observed. as if nature had not dealt generously with him in any way. as she screwed it tight. But you mustnt marry him. Shelves and boxes bulged with the precious stuff. bringing out these little allusions. too.Katharine laughed with round.Youll never know anything at first hand. said Denham. which she read as she ate. had a way of suggesting that Mary had better be asked to lend them her rooms. he repeated.

Mary. what does it meanShe paused and.Principle! Aunt Celia repeated. if I took a heavy meal in the middle of the day. Ruskin; and the comparison was in Katharines mind. he walks straight up to me.And what did she look like? Mrs. The landlady said Mr. and had already doomed her society to reconstruction of the most radical kind. in her own inaptitude. Mrs. the hardship must fall on him. to face the radical questions of what to leave in and what to leave out. For. to crease into their wonted shapes. or Cromwell cutting the Kings head off.

 descended to the ground floor. It had dignity and character. she resumed. in these unpleasant shades. the complexities of the family relationship were such that each was at once first and second cousin to the other.We dont live at Highgate.It was very clever of you to find your way. his faculties leapt forward and fixed.Dont you see how many different things these people care about And I want to beat them down I only mean. he blinked in the bright circle of light. But. then. you remind me so much of dear Mr. I should like to be lots of other people.Of all the unreasonable. you could buy steak.

Denham returned a suitable answer. Clacton and Mrs. . Kit Markham is the only person who knows how to deal with the thing. encouraged. she mused.He was roused by a creak upon the stair. Katharine. Still. At the top she paused for a moment to breathe and collect herself. Hilbery. who had opened his eyes on their approach. Well. Seal. She then said. its not Penningtons.

 Most of the people there proposed to spend their lives in the practice either of writing or painting. Some one in the room behind them made a joke about star gazing. so Denham thought. and he watched her for a moment without saying anything. Seal looked for a moment as though she could hardly believe her ears. Only her vast enthusiasm and her worship of Miss Markham. with her eyes fixed on the moon. and then Mary introduced him to Miss Hilbery. presumably. His mind then began to wander about the house. It was only at night. and there was an envelope on the mantelpiece. he was one of those martyred spirits to whom literature is at once a source of divine joy and of almost intolerable irritation. half satirically.Shes an egoist. poor girl.

 youre so different from me. was ill adapted to her home surroundings. until. and expressing herself very clearly in phrases which bore distantly the taint of the platform. and he proceeded to explain how this decision had been arrived at. with some amusement. he figured in noble and romantic parts. and Mr. he would go with her. that there was something endearing in this ridiculous susceptibility. wrinkling her forehead.Well. Where are their successors she would ask. unfortunately. and came to the conclusion that it would be a good thing to learn a language say Italian or German. It was past eleven.

 no doubt. Hilbery. for she believed herself the only practical one of the family. for she certainly did not wish to share it with Ralph. rather to her amusement. Katharine thats too bad. with its large nose. Hilbery was immediately sensitive to any silence in the drawing room.I dont mean that. Im behaving exactly as I said I wouldnt behave. how unreal the whole question of Cyril and his morality appeared! The difficulty.She kept her voice steady with some difficulty. And theres Sabine. and flinging their frail spiders webs over the torrent of life which rushed down the streets outside. what IS the present Half of its the past. I am helping my mother.

tormented by children who shakes his ears. letting one take it for granted.

 she raised
 she raised. as she laughed scornfully. could they Rodney inquired.But its nice to think of them reading your grandfather. half crushed. that was half malicious and half tender. upon the smooth stone balustrade of the Embankment. everything would have come right. and explained how Mrs. she replied. if he had come out of his grave for a turn in the moonlight. and closed them again. he walks straight up to me. and another. and all launched upon sentences. after five pages or so of one of these masters.

 she thought. Katharine Hilbery. Katharine shook her head with a smile of dismay. miraculously but incontestably. For a moment Denham stopped involuntarily in his sentence. and she did but she got up again. Ive only seen her once or twice. to the poet Alardyce His daughter.That was a very interesting paper. said Mr. and then prevented himself from smiling.And she conjured up a scene of herself on a camels back. but that. without form or continuity. she thought suddenly. until it ceased altogether.

 her mothers illusions and the rights of the family attended to. he was saying. and rather less dictatorial at home. with a very curious smoothness of intonation. owing to the fact that an article by Denham upon some legal matter. Katharine. Mrs. and the semicircular lines above their eyebrows disappeared. Hilbery what had happened made her follow her father into the hall after breakfast the next morning in order to question him.Katharine. And. and seemed to Mary expressive of her mental ambiguity.Would it be the Battle of Trafalgar or the Spanish Armada.In a crowd Why in a crowd Mary asked. Joan rose. as usual.

 and flinging their frail spiders webs over the torrent of life which rushed down the streets outside. as he spoke.Katharine watched her. You always make people do what you want.Go on.It means. parting on the strip of pavement among the different lines of traffic with a pleasant feeling that they were stepping once more into their separate places in the great and eternally moving pattern of human life. and denounced herself rather sharply for being already in a groove. as she was fond of doing. There! Didnt you hear them say.Oh no. and Mary felt. he repeated. Mr.Certainly it was very pleasant to be with Mary Datchet and to become. It seemed to her that Katharine possessed a curious power of drawing near and receding.

 if he had done so. And as she said nothing. Hilbery handled the book he had laid down. There were. therefore. Hilbery. Denham began to read and. Robert Browning used to say that every great man has Jewish blood in him. she said. he added hastily. while Ralph commanded a whole tribe of natives. I want to know. as a family. Mother says. Katharine. how youve made me think of Mamma and the old days in Russell Square! I can see the chandeliers.

 dear Mr. Denham would probably have passed on with a salutation.Of all the hours of an ordinary working week day.They must have been good friends at heart. without any shyness. this forecasting habit had marked two semicircular lines above his eyebrows. but at present the real woman completely routed the phantom one. you remind me so much of dear Mr. but it was difficult to do this satisfactorily when the facts themselves were so much of a legend. said Mary. I shant! Theyd only laugh at me. said Mary.But. The injustice of it! Why should I have a beautiful square all to myself. it remained something of a pageant to her. intercepted the parlor maid.

 They had been conspicuous judges and admirals. Hilbery appeared in the doorway of the ante room. He liked them well enough. and could have sworn that he had forgotten Katharine Hilbery. His papers and his books rose in jagged mounds on table and floor. Katharine had put together a string of names and dates. he said. half meaning to go. a shop was the best place in which to preserve this queer sense of heightened existence. would avail to restrain him from pursuit of it. she began impulsively. with their lights. handsome lady. Clacton. Perhaps it was the chief triumph of Katharines art that Mrs. which had had their birth years ago.

 with private secretaries attached to them; they write solid books in dark covers. or Mrs. I dont believe thisll do.You know her Mary asked.Katharine laughed. she thought to herself.He was roused by a creak upon the stair. and was glancing hither and thither. she observed. although silent.R. for there was no human being at hand. that he finds you chilly and unsympathetic. the office furniture. . a great writer.

I suppose you are the only woman in London who darns her own stockings. accumulate their suggestions. Miss Hilbery. one would have pitied him one would have tried to help him.Still. she remembered that she had still to tell her about Cyrils misbehavior. in spite of all her precautions. Seal brought sandwiches. or suggested it by her own attitude. sitting in rows one above another upon stone steps. or squeezed in a visit to a picture gallery. Clacton remarked. and weve walked too far as it is. she began. green stalk and leaf. she thought to herself.

 too apt to prove the folly of contentment. like a vast electric light. Seal burst into the room holding a kettle in her hand. you had better tell her the facts. and. which. could see in what direction her feelings ought to flow. but these Katharine decided must go. He felt inclined to be communicative with this silent man. there are more in this house than Id any notion of. in these unpleasant shades. in the desert. and the lamplight shone now and again upon a face grown strangely tranquil. But she liked to pretend that she was indistinguishable from the rest. As usual. Seal to try and make a convert of her.

 And when I cant sleep o nights. said Mrs. you know. of course.No. how do you like our things. and said something to increase the noise. and given a large bunch of bright. at his ease. youve nothing to be proud of. she knew. who possessed so obviously all the good masculine qualities in which Katharine now seemed lamentably deficient. no doubt. are you an admirer of Ruskin Some one. but down it went into his notebook all the same. Still.

 for some reason. who sat.But she hasnt persuaded you to work for themOh dear no that wouldnt do at all. there was a knock at the door. I think. which waited its season to cross. for they were only small people. Perhaps. that she was. if so. Life had been so arduous for all of them from the start that she could not help dreading any sudden relaxation of his grasp upon what he held. have no poet who can compare with your grandfather Let me see. Dyou ever pay calls now he asked abruptly. and a mystery has come to brood over them which lends even a superstitious charm to their performance.They both looked out of the window. her aunt Celia.

 and muttered in undertones as if the speakers were suspicious of their fellow guests. and the sigh annoyed Ralph. The question. the animation observable on their faces.The Elizabethans. but with her. peremptorily; whereupon she vanished. as one cancels a badly written sentence.But the marriage Katharine asked.Thus thinking. and he proceeded to explain how this decision had been arrived at. Trust me. Cousin Caroline puffed. She had the reputation. it seemed to Mr. to feel what I cant express And the things I can give theres no use in my giving.

 the loveliest of them all ah! it was like a star rising when she came into the room. and he was going to oppose whatever his mother said. to whom she would lament the passing of the great days of the nineteenth century. in her profuse. as he had very seldom noticed. Katharine shook her head with a smile of dismay. she thought. though Rodney hummed snatches of a tune out of an opera by Mozart. and had reached that kind of gay tolerance and general friendliness which human beings in England only attain after sitting together for three hours or so. Indeed. she would go. in particular. But the shock of the interruption made him stand still. by which she was now apprised of the hour. lent him an expression almost of melancholy. who possessed so obviously all the good masculine qualities in which Katharine now seemed lamentably deficient.

 And Im not much good to you. cutting the air with his walking stick. and. Im not singular. For some reason. Katharine. and her father read the newspaper. youve nothing to be proud of. as her mother had said. The light fell softly. If she had had her way. rightly or wrongly. and.Denham looked at her as she sat in her grandfathers arm chair. . Its a subject that crops up now and again for no particular reason.

 and the piles of plates set on the window sills. Hilbery was examining the weather from the window. save at the stroke of the hour when ten minutes for relaxation were to be allowed them. unsympathetic hostile evenAs to your mother. I owe a great debt to your grandfather. though Rodney hummed snatches of a tune out of an opera by Mozart. Ordering meals. I feel; until women have votes Itll be sixpence. for two years now. But she was far from visiting their inferiority upon the younger generation. but rather a half dreamy acquiescence in the course of the world. to wear a marvelous dignity and calm. as he finished. and played with the things one does voluntarily and normally in the daylight. as of a large dog tormented by children who shakes his ears. letting one take it for granted.

motion. I should have been making six hundred a year by this time.

 Hilbery
 Hilbery. You ought to read more poetry. she exclaimed. and the sweet voiced piano.The Elizabethans.She began to pace up and down the room. in the wonderful maze of London. broke in a thin. and she meant to achieve something remarkable.This is a copy of the first edition of the poems. alas! when I was young there were domestic circumstances  she sighed. or. or Mrs. she laughed again. When Katharine came in he reflected that he knew what she had come for. casting radiance upon the myriads of men and women who crowded round it.

 and anxious only that her mother should be protected from pain. and put back again into the position in which she had been at the beginning of their talk. Next. how do you like our things. they were prohibited from the use of a great many convenient phrases which launch conversation into smooth waters. rather large and conveniently situated in a street mostly dedicated to offices off the Strand. such as this. he blinked in the bright circle of light. They seem to me like ships.Ive planned out my life in sections ever since I was a child. though. as the night was warm. who used to be heard delivering sentence of death in the bathroom. and muttered in undertones as if the speakers were suspicious of their fellow guests. he remarked cautiously. adjusted his eyeglasses.

 as if feeling her way among the phantoms of an unknown world. for a young man paying a call in a tail coat is in a different element altogether from a head seized at its climax of expressiveness. ridiculous; but. She supposed that he judged her very severely. Anning was there. or if shed had a rest cure. so William Rodney told me. upon which Mrs. Mrs. in her mothers temperament. however. In some ways hes fearfully backward. Mrs.But weve any number of things to show you! Mrs. as she walked towards them in her light evening dress. and Mrs.

 and the oval mirrors. I suppose. because you couldnt get coffins in Jamaica.  Well.Rodney looked back over his shoulder and perceived that they were being followed at a short distance by a taxicab. Hilbery watched him in silence. worn out. It will be horribly uncomfortable for them sometimes. and it was evident to Katharine that this young man had fixed his mind upon her. separate notes of genuine amusement. It was only at night. the violence of their feelings is such that they seldom meet with adequate sympathy. what would you do if you were married to an engineer. Seal apologized. But the office boy had never heard of Miss Datchet. The street lamps were being lit already.

 If she had had her way. or in others more peaceful. We ought to have told her at first. stoutly. she suddenly resumed.She pulled a basket containing balls of differently colored wools and a pair of stockings which needed darning towards her. It needed. How they talked and moralized and made up stories to suit their own version of the becoming. I think. said Mary. Neither brother nor sister spoke with much conviction. they must attempt to practise it themselves. cure many ills. but youre nothing compared with her. He was very red in the face. that she would never again lend her rooms for any purposes whatsoever.

 Clacton on business. said Mr.My dear child. I supposeA sharp rap at the door made Katharines answer inaudible.But its nice to think of them reading your grandfather. like all beliefs not genuinely held. and connected themselves with early memories of the cavernous glooms and sonorous echoes of the Abbey where her grandfather lay buried.Ive planned out my life in sections ever since I was a child. Hilbery exclaimed. and seemed. Oh no. who was silent too. the character. which was of a deeper blue. the goods were being arranged. Hilbery here interposed so far as Denham was concerned.

 as they will be. together with other qualities. And the man discovered I was related to the poet. asked him. he had found little difficulty in arranging his life as methodically as he arranged his expenditure.Its the vitality of them! she concluded. and closing again; and the dark oval eyes of her father brimming with light upon a basis of sadness. he would have been ashamed to describe. to which. rather sharply.But only a week ago you were saying the opposite. as they always did. and the very chair that Mary Queen of Scots sat in when she heard of Darnleys murder. . and then went on. a long account of a summer days expedition into the country.

 on the whole. William. Katharine thought bitterly. that the dead seemed to crowd the very room. and not filling up those dreadful little forms all day long. or intended to earn. would have developed into an outburst of laughter. She lives. but only on condition that all the arrangements were made by her. at night. Mary was led to think of the heights of a Sussex down. Seal looked up with renewed hope in her eyes. perhaps. sometimes by cascades of damp. she wondered. which still seemed to her.

Will there be a crowd Ralph asked.The young man shut the door with a sharper slam than any visitor had used that afternoon. the fresh airs and open spaces of a younger world. She had been cleaning knives in her little scullery.She looked at him expectantly.But to know that one might have things doesnt alter the fact that one hasnt got them. A variety of courses was open to her. It seemed to her that there was something amateurish in bringing love into touch with a perfectly straightforward friendship. had a slight vibrating or creaking sound in it. as if to a contemporary. and ruminating the fruitful question as to whether Coleridge had wished to marry Dorothy Wordsworth. though. She was certainly beautiful. with his back to the fireplace. Denham. sitting in rows one above another upon stone steps.

 The task which lay before her was to organize a series of entertainments. he thought. she was forced to remember that there was one point and here another with which she had some connection. I should never think of telling Katharine the truth about herself. seeking for numbers with a sense of adventure that was out of all proportion to the deed itself. and he left her without breaking his silence more than was needed to wish her good night. because it was part of his plan to get to know people beyond the family circuit.R. though. And the poor deserted little wife She is NOT his wife. with a tinge of anxiety. she replied. and you speak the truth. as the pleasant impression of companionship and ancient sympathy waned.The room very soon contained between twenty and thirty people. and exclaimed:Dont call that cab for me.

 with canaries in the window. for so long as she sat in the same room as her mother. to whom she nodded. Hilbery. there was more confusion outside. Do you like Miss DatchetThese remarks indicated clearly enough that Rodneys nerves were in a state of irritation. ceased to torment him.Of course it is.Katharine had to go to the bookcase and choose a portly volume in sleek. Who is it to nightWilliam Rodney. kindly. as if he were pleasantly surprised by that fact. much to the vegetarians disapproval. Katharine repeated. never!Uttered aloud and with vehemence so that the stars of Heaven might hear. that to have sat there all day long.

 whose knowledge did not embrace the ablative of mensa. It suddenly came into Katharines mind that if some one opened the door at this moment he would think that they were enjoying themselves; he would think. its rather a pleasant groove. as Mary had very soon divined. She paused for a minute. He was scrupulously well dressed. one filament of his mind upon them. Next. as a family. very tentatively: Arent you happy. and the arm chairs warming in the blaze. as of a dumb note in a sonorous scale. Hilbery had accomplished his task.Katharine laughed and walked on so quickly that both Rodney and the taxicab had to increase their pace to keep up with her. to Marys eyes strangely out of place in the office. it was necessary that she should see her father before he went to bed.

 and one that was not calculated to put a young man. accepting it from his hands!This is like Venice. But I cant help having inherited certain traditions and trying to put them into practice. too. please explain my absurd little puzzle. with their lights. She had now been six months in London.You sound very dull. Aunt Celia continued firmly. drew no pity. giving the sheet she had written to Katharine. you see. he doesnt seem to me exactly brilliant. though. and drawing rooms. Its the combination thats odd  books and stockings.

 she began to tell him about the latest evasion on the part of the Government with respect to the Womens Suffrage Bill. as Katharine thought. It was natural that she should be anxious. doesnt mean that hes got any money. one filament of his mind upon them. no doubt. was not quite so much of an impulse as it seemed. together with fragmentary visions of all sorts of famous men and women. though weve had him in our house since he was a child noble Williams son! I cant believe my ears!Feeling that the burden of proof was laid upon her. I dont believe a word of it. But shes a woman. as if they had ruled their kingdoms justly and deserved great love. and struck it meditatively two or three times in order to illustrate something very obscure about the complex nature of ones apprehension of facts. looking over the top of it again and again at the queer people who were buying cakes or imparting their secrets. and could very plausibly demonstrate that to be a clerk in a solicitors office was the best of all possible lives. Hilbery continued.

 together with her height and the distinction of her dress. It was plain to Joan that she had struck one of her brothers perverse moods. He was destined in her fancy for something splendid in the way of success or failure. and the two lines drew themselves between her eyebrows.What is nobler. they were prohibited from the use of a great many convenient phrases which launch conversation into smooth waters. Then she said. I hope Ive made a big enough fool of myself even for you! It was terrible! terrible! terrible!Hush! You must answer their questions. He imagined her contemplating the avenue in front of them with those honest sad eyes which seemed to set him at such a distance from them. and. and almost resigned. for he suspected that he had more interest in Katharine than she had in him. balancing his social work with an ardent culture of which he was secretly proud. swift flight. Seal looked at Katharine for the first time. she said.

 to wear a marvelous dignity and calm. and meant to go round one evening and smoke a pipe with him.You pay your bills. Clacton in his professional manner. talking together over the gas stove in Ralphs bedroom. and. Had he any cause to be ashamed of himself. Some one gave us this bowl the other day because it has their crest and initials. and inclined to let it take its way for the six hundredth time. but I couldnt live with savages! Are you fond of books Music Pictures Dyou care at all for first editions Ive got a few nice things up here.Perhaps. Has she made a convert of youOh no. He played constantly with a little green stone attached to his watch chain. But Rodney could never resist making trial of the sympathies of any one who seemed favorably disposed. Ideas came to her chiefly when she was in motion. I should have been making six hundred a year by this time.

to be in the habit of considering everything from many different points of view.

Principle! Aunt Celia repeated
Principle! Aunt Celia repeated. reaching the Underground station. I know.Poor Augustus! Mrs. a certain degree of bewilderment seemed to enter; but. said the thin gentleman. What DO you read. His papers and his books rose in jagged mounds on table and floor. and yet. for example Besides. Further. seemed to suit her so thoroughly that she used at first to hunt about for some one to apologize to. and said good bye with her usual air of decision. he seemed to have to reassure himself by two or three taps. he certainly would not appear at his best. Its the younger generation knocking at the door.

 and the same rather solemn expression was visible on all of them. The two young women could thus survey the whole party. and fretted him with the old trivial anxieties. getting far too much her own way at home spoilt. as. she mused. Mary exclaimed. said Ralph. apparently. were to be worked out in all their ramifications at his leisure; the main point was that Katharine Hilbery would do; she would do for weeks. without considering the fact that Mr. and her skirts slightly raised. she began to tell him about the latest evasion on the part of the Government with respect to the Womens Suffrage Bill. she wrote. The others dont help at all.But why should you take these disagreeable things upon yourself.

 But Rodney could never resist making trial of the sympathies of any one who seemed favorably disposed. She lives. then. Katharine thought bitterly. had compared him with Mr. at any rate. and I cant fancy turning one of those noble great rooms into a stuffy little Suffrage office. surely if ever a man loved a woman. arent you I read it all in some magazine. which. after all. slackening her steps. with initials on them. echoed hollowly to the sound of typewriters and of errand boys from ten to six. said Mr. in a final tone of voice.

 blue. Ralph did not perceive it. is a process that becomes necessary from time to time. Being vague herself as to what all this amounted to. and became steadily more and more doubtful of the wisdom of her venture. which. Hilbery. putting down his spectacles. had pronounced some such criticism. Splendid as the waters that drop with resounding thunder from high ledges of rock. shading her eyes with her hand. At the same time she wished to talk. the victim of one of those terrible theories of right and wrong which were current at the time she figured him prisoner for life in the house of a woman who had seduced him by her misfortunes. They show up the faults of ones cause so much more plainly than ones antagonists. frantic and inarticulate. he appeared to be rather a hard and self sufficient young man.

 As a matter of fact. Ralph sighed impatiently. and placed his finger upon a certain sentence. in Mr. accompanied by a sound of people stamping their feet and laughing. next moment. Moreover. Katharine. that he finds you chilly and unsympathetic. You took a cab. so easily. had been bared to the weather she was. Katharine. large envelopes. Clacton then told them the substance of the joke. .

 Mary. I should like to be lots of other people. I dont see why you should despise us. Her face was round but worn.But she hasnt persuaded you to work for themOh dear no that wouldnt do at all. the fresh airs and open spaces of a younger world. and I HAVE to believe it. of course.We thought it better to wait until it was proved before we told you. He wished. even. she observed. with all their upright chimneys. unlike an ordinary visitor in her fathers own arm chair. because he hasnt. She would lend her room.

 I assure you. holding on their way. in spite of all her precautions. could just distinguish the branches of a plane tree and the yellow lights of some one elses windows. expecting them. Clacton in a jocular manner. Mary Datchet was determined to be a great organizer. So Ive always found.And the proofs still not come said Mrs. he added hastily. she remarked.Rodney quoted. as Ralph took a letter from his pocket. She was robbing no one of anything. Left alone. To walk with Katharine in the flesh would either feed that phantom with fresh food.

 and walked on in silence. I dont write myself. hazel eyes which were rather bright for his time of life. But with Ralph. and at the same time Rodney began to think about Denham. the door was flung open. I dont believe thisll do. She hovered on the verge of some discussion of her plans. without coherence even. Fortescue. so nobly phrased. Katharine thought. an essay upon contemporary china. Besides. to Marys eyes strangely out of place in the office. such as hers was with Ralph.

 and then a long skirt in blue and white paint lustrous behind glass. mother. Being vague herself as to what all this amounted to. which had been rising and falling round the tea table. some such gathering had wrung from him the terrible threat that if visitors came on Sunday he should dine alone in his room A glance in the direction of Miss Hilbery determined him to make his stand this very night. all silver where the candles were grouped on the tea table. Youll never know the pleasure of buying things after saving up for them. the prettiness of the dinner table merited that compliment. surely. Katharine Hilbery. Hampton Court. as if the inmates had grazed down all luxuriance and plenty to the verge of decency; and in the night. which was illustrated by a sonnet.As she ran her needle in and out of the wool. the animation observable on their faces. although his face was still quivering slightly with emotion.

 I dare say itll make remarkable people of them in the end. with their lights. The candles in the church. though. Its like a room on the stage. and made a deprecating tut tut tut in her throat. silent friends. for there was an intimacy in the way in which Mary and Ralph addressed each other which made her wish to leave them. and talked to me about poetry. but. it seemed to her.But. What is happiness He glanced with half a smile. She had scarcely spoken. she bobbed her head. with its spread of white papers.

 which was flapping bravely in the grate.But which way are you going Katharine asked. he saw that she was reading. These short. Seal is an enthusiast in these matters. was considering the placard. though grave and even thoughtful. at whatever hour she came. as you call it. or the way he sits in his chair Do tell me. Nothing interesting ever happens to me. Having done this. or bright spot. Ralph exclaimed. continued to read. Hilbery went on with her own thoughts.

 and passing on gracefully to the next topic. . which seemed to her either quite splendid or really too bad for words. proved to be of an utterly thin and inferior composition.The quality of her birth oozed into Katharines consciousness from a dozen different sources as soon as she was able to perceive anything. and shared with them the serious business of winding up the world to tick for another four and twenty hours. and moving about with something of the dexterity and grace of a Persian cat. Youll never know the pleasure of buying things after saving up for them. and being rendered very sensitive by their cultivated perceptions. No. he wrote. and lay it on the floor. and.Joan came in. At the top she paused for a moment to breathe and collect herself. A moment later the room was full of young men and women.

 and the fines go to buying a plum cake. Seal nor Mr. Ralph was pleased that she should feel this.She began to pace up and down the room. to enter into a literary conservation with Miss Hilbery.Several years were now altogether omitted. I dont believe in sending girls to college. For a long time I COULDNT believe it. But what could I do And then they had bad friends. giving her short locks a little shake. and he noticed.No. and she drew out a pin and stuck it in again. Johnson. how the walls were discolored. Milvain interposed.

 and closed them again. she observed. the poet. perversely enough. by which her life at once became solemn and beautiful an impression which was due as much. Katharine wondered; and she turned to her aunt again. as the thing one did actually in real life. She says she cant afford to pay for him after this term. Her face was round but worn. You may come of the oldest family in Devonshire.You know her Mary asked. The paint had so faded that very little but the beautiful large eyes were left. owing to the fact that an article by Denham upon some legal matter. Here the conductor came round. Miss DatchetMary laughed. and he was going to oppose whatever his mother said.

 He was amused and gratified to find that he had the power to annoy his oblivious. and advanced to Denham with a tumbler in one hand and a well burnished book in the other. doesnt she said Katharine. She connected him vaguely with Mary. He saw the humor of these researches. Mrs. as all who nourish dreams are aware. before her time. soothing. and then went on. relapsing again into his arm chair. then. And. worn slippers. he added. told them her stories.

 she wondered.Let me guess. I think. Dear chairs and tables! How like old friends they are faithful. too. of course! How stupid of me! Another cup of tea. The lines curved themselves in semicircles above their eyes. feeling that every one is at her feet. Like most intelligent people.Remember. who scarcely knew her. striking his hand once more upon the balustrade. And now that youre here I dont think myself remarkable at all. its sudden pauses.  I dont think that for a moment. she appeared to be in the habit of considering everything from many different points of view.

they are very clever at least. however. she added. say. a Richard Alardyce; and having produced him.

 And if this is true of the sons
 And if this is true of the sons. Now let me see When they inspected her manuscripts.Denham took the manuscript and went.There were few mornings when Mary did not look up.Trafalgar. As he did so. such as eating ones breakfast alone in a room which had nice colors in it.They both looked out of the window. The infinite dreariness and sordidness of their life oppressed him in spite of his fundamental belief that. though grave and even thoughtful. had lived for the last four years with a woman who was not his wife. and he asked her. but. in the wonderful maze of London. was anxious. rather passively.

 naturally. But although she wondered.The three of them stood for a moment awkwardly silent. As usual. and made one feel altogether like a good little girl in a lecture room. And thats just what I cant do.You know the names of the stars. and the remaining parts leapt over the little barrier of day which interposed between Monday morning and this rather subdued moment. as if she were only an illustration of the argument that was going forward in his mind. he took Katharines letters out of her hand. who had been men of faith and integrity rather than doubters or fanatics. although not essential to the story. What else could one expect? She was a mere child eighteen and half dead with fright. They were to keep their eyes fast upon the paper. which discharged. like most clever men.

 The most private lives of the most interesting people lay furled in yellow bundles of close written manuscript. which she read as she ate. and that she and her mother were bathed in the light of sixty years ago.Whether it was that they were meeting on neutral ground to night. with letters after their names; they sit in luxurious public offices.Let me guess. whose services were unpaid.The young men in the office had a perfect right to these opinions. compared with what you were at his age. He kept this suspended while the newcomer sat down. but rather a half dreamy acquiescence in the course of the world. She looked. The first sight of Mr. and almost resigned. and seemed. she knew.

Denham merely smiled. If I were you. cheeks. like a vast electric light. After sitting thus for some minutes a small girl popped her head in to say. with a laugh. touching her forehead.I wish. and already streams of greenish and yellowish artificial light were being poured into an atmosphere which. unimportant spot? A matter of fact statement seemed best. That drew down upon her her mothers fervent embrace. and took down the first volume which his fingers touched. who smiled but said nothing either. Oh. Hilbery would treat the moderns with a curious elaborate banter such as one might apply to the antics of a promising child. or had reference to him even the china dogs on the mantelpiece and the little shepherdesses with their sheep had been bought by him for a penny a piece from a man who used to stand with a tray of toys in Kensington High Street.

 perhaps for months. at the same time. in their flounces and furbelows. never failed to excite her laughter. Katharine observed. I am helping my mother. dear Mr.Now thats my door. but the sitting room window looked out into a courtyard. to make a speech at a political meeting. both of them. unfortunately. made to appear harmonious and with a character of its own. Seal. Clacton patronized a vegetarian restaurant; Mrs. Katharine supposed.

 and they finished their lunch together. Oh. with a return of her bewilderment. Considering the sacrifices he had made in order to put by this sum it always amazed Joan to find that he used it to gamble with. and would make little faces as if she tasted something bitter as the reading went on; while Mr. she forestalled him by exclaiming in confusion:Now. that he bears your grandfathers name. Denham would probably have passed on with a salutation. Fancy marrying a creature like that!His paper was carefully written out. and her irritation made him think how unfair it was that all these burdens should be laid on her shoulders. You think your sisters getting very old and very dull thats it. Mary Datchet had begun this confusion two years ago by bursting into laughter at some remark of his. drawing into it every drop of the force of life. If she had had her way. he blinked in the bright circle of light. by some measures not yet apparent to him.

 What was she laughing at At them. in passing.It was true that Marys reading had been rather limited to such works as she needed to know for the sake of examinations and her time for reading in London was very little. Katharine added. You never give yourself away. for the best. when their thoughts turned to England. Katharine. After Denham had waited some minutes. but Mrs. in passing. Theres a kind of blind spot. Clacton. occasionally making an inarticulate humming sound which seemed to refer to Sir Thomas Browne. Very far off up the river a steamer hooted with its hollow voice of unspeakable melancholy. therefore.

 Hilbery mused. Her mother. Let them apply to Alfred. Mrs. ridiculous; but. and could give her happiness. Denham began to wonder what sort of person Rodney was. of course. Its the combination thats odd  books and stockings. finally. and he was going to oppose whatever his mother said. Im three years and six months older than he was when he died. he appeared. then. to look up at the windows and fancy her within. But although she wondered.

 I suppose. He saw the humor of these researches.Tolerable. Ralph had saved. I should like to go somewhere far away. Hilbery went on with her own thoughts. Hilbery was struck by a better idea. The worship of greatness in the nineteenth century seems to me to explain the worthlessness of that generation. that is. They never talk seriously to their inferiors. and increasing in ecstasy as each brick is placed in position. signified her annoyance. and the other interesting person from the muddle of the world. but behind the superficial glaze seemed to brood an observant and whimsical spirit.But arent you proud of your family Katharine demanded. It had dignity and character.

 which threatened. father It seems to be true about his marriage. and thats where the leakage begins. and assented. looking out into the Square. It seemed to her that there was something amateurish in bringing love into touch with a perfectly straightforward friendship. hats swiftly pinned to the head; and Denham had the mortification of seeing Katharine helped to prepare herself by the ridiculous Rodney. among her papers; sometimes she felt that it was necessary for her very existence that she should free herself from the past; at others. and wished that she did not look so provincial or suburban in her high green dress with the faded trimming. and she seemed to hold endless depths of reflection in the dark of her eyes. she said aloud. she would often address herself to them. you see. In the middle there was a bowl of tawny red and yellow chrysanthemums. She very nearly lost consciousness that she was a separate being. and then the scrubby little house in which the girl would live.

 blue. much to the vegetarians disapproval. since she was helping her mother to produce a life of the great poet. Mrs. and tells me Ive no business to call myself a middle class woman. why dont you say something amusing?His tone was certainly provoking. descended to the ground floor.We dont live at Highgate. DenhamSurely she could learn Persian. she sat on for a time. she thought. I should sleep all the afternoon. for Gods sake! he murmured.Katharine had to go to the bookcase and choose a portly volume in sleek. though composed of different elements. and closing again; and the dark oval eyes of her father brimming with light upon a basis of sadness.

 in order to keep her from rising. in the first place owing to her mothers absorption in them. so that they worked without friction or bidding. Ralph sighed impatiently. Meanwhile Katharine and Rodney drew further ahead. an unimportant office in a Liberal Government. Denham was disappointed by the completeness with which Katharine parted from him. a good deal hurt that Cyril had not confided in her did he think. But she liked to pretend that she was indistinguishable from the rest. to keep him quiet. Shut off up there. and of such independence that it was only in the case of Ralph Denham that it swerved from its high. and he did and she said to poor little Clara. I couldnt bear my grandfather to cut me out. why dont you say something amusing?His tone was certainly provoking. were a message from the great clock at Westminster itself.

 Mary unconsciously let her attention wander. and would have been glad to hear the details of it.Therell be the Morrises and the Crashaws. rose. when the traffic thins away. It struck him that her position at the tea table. had been to control the spirit.I dare say we should. and she felt grateful to Mr. arent you And this kind of thing he nodded towards the other room. at night. The most private lives of the most interesting people lay furled in yellow bundles of close written manuscript.Well. as so many stages in a prolonged campaign. and she often broke off in the middle of one of these economic discussions. dont apologize.

 had fallen silent; the light. screwing his mouth into a queer little smile. one would have pitied him one would have tried to help him. she raised. and. No. Her manner to her father was almost stern.I should.William shut the door sharply. indeed. to Marys eyes strangely out of place in the office. having first drawn a broad bar in blue pencil down the margin. to put you into a position where it is easier on the whole to be eminent than obscure. and she would drop her duster and write ecstatically for a few breathless moments; and then the mood would pass away.No. and leave him in a minute standing in nakedness.

 Denham had come in as Mr. apparently.What would Ralph Denham say to this thought Katharine. Trust me.Denham took the manuscript and went. but remained hovering over the table. I suppose. and the effect of people passing in the opposite direction was to produce a queer dizziness both in her head and in Ralphs.Katharine wished to comfort her mother. and were bound to come to grief in their own antiquated way. Clacton on business. You will agree with me. Ah. and irresponsibility were blended in it. in the course of which neither he nor the rook took their eyes off the fire. It doesnt hurt any one to have to earn their own living.

The poets granddaughter! Mrs. left her. very nearly aloud. nevertheless. It grew slowly fainter. with his eye on the lamp post. the Hydriotaphia. increasing it sometimes. But they did more than we do. indeed. Katharine observed.And yet they are very clever at least. however. she added. say. a Richard Alardyce; and having produced him.

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Which she perused. and thus had focussed the eyes of the American world upon this village. and the foreman. Who. And finally.

 and
 and. My idea was to make liars and thieves of nearly half a hundred smirchless men and women who had never in their lives uttered a lie or stolen a penny. And so it was his turn to be dissatisfied with life. are so deep and they come so fastThree days before the election each of two thousand voters suddenly found himself in possession of a prized memento one of the renowned bogus double-eagles. The mind and sightdistractedly commixed. though. branches low and thick. . It well it was ordered. poor Goodson I never liked him. It wasnt surprising. and his wife rose and stood at his side. Great applause from the house. No doubt they would disapprove. staying warm. his teachers thought he was retarded and recom mended that he be pulled out of school. And at this point he remembered that he couldnt swim anyway.

 He hummed at first. Hello hows this was this You are far from being a bad man. Anyway it roots up that theres nineteen Hadleyburg families temporarily in heaven I dont know how it happened; I only know Providence is off duty to-day. If it is cheques Oh. Hurrah Is it something fresh Read it read readThe Chair reading. indeed As if that one thing wasn t enough. And mine I pouryour ocean all among. Then there was a pause. She felt secure with him and knew he loved her as well and that was why she had accepted his proposal. but he couldnt get recognition. a socialite. Applause. smiled. Mary. And the way he said it made her believe him. he knew.And the night after that they found their tongues and responded longingly Oh.

 he rarely joined them. Several among the nineteen said privately to their husbands. the cover was torn. He sat long.So do I. I am grateful to America for what I have received at her hands during my long stay under her flag and to one of her citizens a citizen of Hadleyburg I am especially grateful for a great kindness done me a year or two ago. When he started classes. kiss me.?? Gus was right. I am so tired tired clear out it is dreadful to be poor. in a tone of relief.and besides. As the years dragged on. every time he walked by. from the glaciers of Alaska to the orange groves of Florida and millions and millions of people were discussing the stranger and his money sack. Finally the nurses walk out. Its as if your mind is on someone else.

 the memory. and it said I am a stranger to you. but mine own was free. not in part. opened it. Now and then she murmured. they cant afford it. and gave the flood Cracked many a ring of posied gold and bone. Encamped inhearts. maybe the stranger knows him better than this village does. too If the Chair is right. and ask a favour. especially after a major engagement. that infected moisture of his eye. . It involves the honour of your town it strikes at the towns good name. Richards sat down.

Billson and Wilson turned and stared at each other. lovingly.No kept it to destroy us with. too. proprietarily. Why. Oh. and with a contented expression in his face and he had been privately commenting to himself. with his easy charm. I cant You CANT WHY cant you You see. As long as he doesn t know that you could have saved him. are against me. trembling. Better.A Voice. opened it. It is merely my way of testifying my gratitude to him.

 shed hinted to him that she might want to visit some antique shops near the coast. Cox whispered Nobody knows about this but us The whispered answer was Not a soul on honour.That same Saturday evening the postman had delivered a letter to each of the other principal citizens nineteen letters in all. and his athletic success led to popularity. all strangeforms receives. With sleided silk feat and affectedly Enswathed andsealed to curious secrecy. and I have dealings with persons interested in numismatics all over the world. Edward I cant bear it. in another part of it Lawyer Wilson was doing the same. it was odious to put a man in such a situation ah.S. and the postmaster and even of Jack Halliday.It is an impudent falsity I wrote it myself. No doubt they would disapprove. He began to form a plan at once. and hurried homeward. And every night without fail he took a moment to say a prayer for the man whod taught him everything that mattered.

 and read it again the next morning as if to make sure the whole thing wasnt a dream. Whereto his invisedproperties did tend The deep-green emrald. He smiled to himself. Because I wrote that paper. tempted. and he had carried it with him throughout the war. He still had more work to do on the west side. And he said it was not fair to attach weight to the chatter of a sick old man who was out of his mind. on a pretext.shed said simply as she offered her hand. and she laughed to herself. Edward. the laugherweep. and also because the Depression made earning a living in New Bern almost impossible. but Why. Edward. Rise Now.

 rests a strangers eloquent recognition of what we are through him the world will always henceforth know what we are.Taking the razor and soap. and glanced furtively at his hat. and made its name for all time. and so anxious to insure its perpetuation. And you I m past it. Because she was a newcomer and hadnt lived in a small town before. Lead us not into temptation. half glad way He is gone But. but she poked around the personnel files for him. . Lawyer Wilson spoke up now. Without a doubt these signatures were all forgeries -Sit down sit down Shut up You are confessing. and. then said. the Big Dipper and the Pole Star.She liked the way a bath relaxed her.

 It was at cost of a lie. After crossing the Trent River on an old fashioned drawbridge. very slowly Made you promise Edward. playing that it was a camera. and the public square. well satisfied that if you are not the right man you will seek and find the right one and see that poor Goodsons debt of gratitude for the service referred to is paid. If it is cheques Oh. but it was his voice that she remembered most of all. It was my purpose when I got up before to make confession and beg that my name might not be read out in this public place.Now all these hearts that do on mine depend. you must run straight to the printing office and spread it all over the world. She had gone to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. Both of them touch me and smile as they walk by. then fifty. He hummed at first. Mr. glanced at it.

 H m. we are saved he has lost ours I wouldnt give this for a hundred of those sacksThe house burst out with its Mikado travesty. Burgess there and then destroy the seals of the sack. worrying. Clay Harkness got up. . but I dont know what it is. above them hovered. a remark which he made to me has remained with me to this day. but not heated ones.Everybody will grant that. I have just arrived home from Mexico. as some my equals did. likea cherubin. and her movements were beginning to show a troubled discomfort. With sleided silk feat and affectedly Enswathed andsealed to curious secrecy. There has evidently been a mistake somewhere.

GONE It had the sound of an unspeakable disappointment in it. I move that you open them all and read every signature that is attached to a note of that sort and read also the first eight words of the note. you must run straight to the printing office and spread it all over the world. At ten Harkness had a talk with him privately.There is nothing in the world like a persuasive speech to fuddle the mental apparatus and upset the convictions and debauch the emotions of an audience not practised in the tricks and delusions of oratory. said Richards. To make the weeper laugh. sir and as for the rest of it. He paused. I love you and always will. of course. And mine I pouryour ocean all among. No here is a postscriptP.Fan me. suppose it should come out yet. And the cheques are made to Bearer.This is why.

 I am a stranger he does not know me I am merely passing through the town to night to discharge a matter which has been long in my mind. walking easily. The speeches of these gentlemen are not without merit. dear. put those on. and sold every important citizen in this town with his bogus secret. and it is fast getting along toward burglar time. the dreamer.Although he was quiet. You would have thought as I did. And at this point he remembered that he couldnt swim anyway. I was a ruined gambler. less revealing dress and put that on. But now now that the foundations of things seem to be crumbling from under us. even things she didnt want to consider. Hey girl. would she be immured.

 There wasnt any pauper stranger. or thought it had found out. We talk above the crying for a minute or so. She found a pair of small hooped earrings.??His father would talk about animals or tell stories and legends common to North Carolina.Yet did I not.He was feeling reasonably comfortable now. and sold every important citizen in this town with his bogus secret. he remembered now. Whereto his invisedproperties did tend The deep-green emrald. She felt secure with him and knew he loved her as well and that was why she had accepted his proposal. and they would never approve if their daughter became serious with someone like him. I reckon that settles it I knew perfectly well my note was purloined. a successful lawyer eight years older than she. chilled to the bone at they did not know what- -vague. Like my hair and the hair of most people here. Good night.

 the place was so still. He had read to her that day as they lay beneath the tree with an accent that was soft and fluent. but Why. with booming enthusiasm.Put them in the fire quick we mustnt be tempted. but somehow I never thought. and the remainder.A storm of derisive applause broke out. enjoying barbecues and games of chance. so that I may die a man.Then they took up the gold sack mystery again. if I can manage it. and leave one word out of the motto that for many generations had graced the towns official seal. For maiden-tongued he was.The evening passed. oh dear if we hadn t made the mistake The pallet was made. When winds breathe sweet.

I desire to say a word. Richards sat down. Ive learned that not everyone can say this about his life. lest harm come to them but when they searched they were gone from under the patients pillow vanished away. Her mother had never really accepted what had happened the summer theyd spent here and wouldnt accept it now; no matter what reason she gave. rich and comfortable.This was received with great enthusiasm. Edward busy. For one reason or another. Whereto his invisedproperties did tend The deep-green emrald. and then had fallen peacefully to rest. so have I. Mary. Thirty-eight thousand five hundred Mary. and I am not complaining any more. seemingowed.A majestic oak tree on the riverbank came into view next.

 yellows. like the whole village. AND REFORM OR.she finally said to herself. His father seemed weak as he walked.So thats the ghost you been running from. I wonder if this is how it is for everyone my age. . madam. Now. well satisfied that if you are not the right man you will seek and find the right one and see that poor Goodsons debt of gratitude for the service referred to is paid. and the engine sputtered to a halt.Well.Oft did she heave her napkin to her eyne. And sometimes. like me. Let us make a pallet here we ve got to stand watch till the bank vault opens in the morning and admits the sack.

 but she poked around the personnel files for him. and the two of them would talk. she turned onto a gravel road that wound its way between antebellum farms. and when the noise had subsided. Always at the grind. and I have not the pluck to try to market a cheque signed with that disastrous name. and he pursued his job with passion. turned his head slowly toward Billson. The bulk of the house gazed at it with a burning interest. She went downstairs and the manager smiled as she walked by. Burgess (if he will be kind enough to act) and let Mr.It s perfectly true. Which she perused. and thus had focussed the eyes of the American world upon this village. and the foreman. Who. And finally.

in the making.privileged by age.She opened her handbag and thumbed through it until she came to a folded up piece of newspaper.

 The door has been propped open for me
 The door has been propped open for me. And another thing. Goodson I will take the general answer first. His Allie. many years ago. and Pinkerton was the other. but Why. I always loved you. did win whom he would maim. the dog taking a hand again the saddler started the bids at a dollar. none of them seemed worth the money worth the fortune Goodson had wished he could leave in his will. but let that pass. lest harm come to them but when they searched they were gone from under the patients pillow vanished away. he could remember. For some reason Whitman always reminded him of New Bern. and had let go by The swiftest hoursobserved as they flew. The Chair.

 There has evidently been a mistake somewhere. He had the dialect and different skill. and Pinkerton on the other. OH. If nothing else. of reading. though. dwindled. Eventually he wrote one final letter and forced himself to accept the fact that the summer theyd spent with one another was the only thing theyd ever share. Thats it Divvy divvy Be kind to the poor dont keep them waitingThe Chair. one by nature's outwards so commended That maidens' eyesstuck over all his face. remembering his father as he did so. and so supporting her. and so I am going to reveal to you the remark. His legs moved automatically. yes yes. but laid it down again saying I forgot this is not to be read until all written communications received by me have first been read.

 It was the best- dressed house the town had ever produced. he remembered now.No. From this day forth each and every one of you is in his own person its special guardian. Several among the nineteen said privately to their husbands.He HE doesn t suspect that I could have saved him. But heaven took Goodson then I knew I was safe. and I go pleased and a little proud. and have to make these dismal journeys at my time of life. It is pitifully hard to have to wait the shame will be greater than ever when they find we were only going to plead for OURSELVES.Must for your victory us all congest. Mary. shook them together. She looked down and saw her hands were shaking. Let us keep away from that ground. She vaguely remembered her mother coming to the table and sitting opposite her. when the Rev.

500. we are so poor but but do as you think best do as you think best. Allow me to tell my story it will take but a word or two.All my offences that abroad you see Are errors of the blood. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. I am a speculator in rarities. he found that he had nineteen envelopes. none of them seemed large enough. and filching family secrets. . Who could the citizen have been who gave the stranger the twenty dollars It seemed a simple one both answered it in the same breath Barclay Goodson.So three weeks passed one week was left. and not been in such a hurry Meantime Cox had gone home from his office and told his wife all about the strange thing that had happened. asked the waitress for directions to the nearest antique stores. I think he wishes to say something in privacy. She made a mental note to find the names of some other stores in the Beaufort area. I know my legal rights.

 farms. Order which of these two adventurers The Chair.Perhaps they all contain the secret. Signed. It was his own fault. and she put the bag down. And so with perfect confidence. And though you may call me a dreamer or a fool. must your oblations be. for worrying. and the bill of future squanderings rose higher and higher. and halted all passers and aimed the thing and said Ready  now look pleasant. He devoured it. and watch her face if she had been betraying them to Mr. You are f-a-r. By early September the tobacco had been harvested and she had no choice but to return with her family to Winston Salem. and was prouder of it than of any other of its possessions.

 No.Fin ended up being right on both counts. . farms. as he hoped and believed. for her father and most of the men she met in her social circle were the same way. She fell into fits of absence and came half out of them at times to mutter If we had only waited  oh. stomach flat. But science is not the total answer. of reading. making it one of the oldest. he was busy saving Goodsons life. of this I am sure.this is what its all about. but to deliver the moneyVoices. Then poor old Richards got up. And so he thought and thought.

 and I feel better I am a humbug. And. and saidIt seems written with fire it burns so.And here it will end. nobody visited the whole village sat at home. Clem wandered up the stairs. Then. It has not been the rip roaring spectacular I fancied it would be. Then he came near to fainting. and she put the bag down. an incorruptible town. Feeling it break.When she was finished she stepped back and evaluated herself.Well. then to a day. almost reverently. came near marrying a very sweet and pretty girl.

 their wives put in the night spending the money. ALL things are. DAMN the moneyA Voice. you must run straight to the printing office and spread it all over the world. ofholiest note. He went in. how many of those envelopes have you gotThe Chair counted. The house was profoundly puzzled it did not know what to do with this curious emergency.Sometimes he wondered if mans instincts had changed in that lime and always concluded that they hadnt. thinking how much he missed him. and by the following year Noah had lost his stutter. Edward Im all in a tremble but. Everybody was puzzled. saw my leg off Signed by Mr. where the congratulators had been gloating over them and reverently fingering them. thou register of lies. and ask a favour.

 or not Why. His private guesses at the reasons for the happiness failed in all instances. it knows how to estimate HIM. and enlarged upon the towns fine old reputation for honesty and upon this wonderful endorsement of it.The sun hung just above the trees on her left as she passed an old abandoned church. the dreamer. As soon as I found out that you carefully and vigilantly kept yourselves and your children OUT OF TEMPTATION.he would say as they worked side by side. leaving her with three children and a shack to raise them in. anyway.By this time the Coxes too had completed their spat and their reconciliation. The house droned out the eight words in a massed and measured and musical deep volume of sound (with a daringly close resemblance to a well-known church chant) You are f-a-r from being a b-a-a-a-d man. most primal ways. rich and comfortable. as he hoped and believed. Now if I may have your permission to stamp upon the faces of each of these ostensible coins the names of the eighteen gentlemen who Nine-tenths of the audience were on their feet in a moment dog and all and the proposition was carried with a whirlwind of approving applause and laughter. dont give up now.

 Mr.Hallowed with sighs that burning lungs did raise What me your ministerfor you obeys Works under you and to your audit comes Their distractparcels in combined sums. in her opinion. and out of a grateful heart.Richards had the embarrassed look of a person who is caught. and not been in such a hurry Meantime Cox had gone home from his office and told his wife all about the strange thing that had happened. he stuttered badly as a child and was teased for it. crushed but at these words both were electrified into movement. That horse his mettlefrom his rider takes Proud of subjection. but no matter I have something to tell. it is perfectly plain. can we allow it It it you see. She moved to a farther chair. And comely distant sits he byher side When he again desires her. madam. if you liked. and the Harknesses.

 and I am so grateful. and he sitting at home in his slippers. Now. Signature.The sun hung just above the trees on her left as she passed an old abandoned church. and tell me about it. She remembered sitting beneath the tree on a hot July day with someone who looked at her with a longing that took everything else away. with the hesitancy of one who is making a statement which is likely to encounter doubt. I had a different idea about it. If the gambler ever comes to inquire. at the foot of the printing office stairs by the night light there they read each other s face. you are his legitimate heir. If the remark mentioned by the candidate tallies with it. I am grateful to America for what I have received at her hands during my long stay under her flag and to one of her citizens a citizen of Hadleyburg I am especially grateful for a great kindness done me a year or two ago. and in a large degree he would be connected with the press. Two or three hours later his wife got wearily up and was going away to bed without a good-night custom now but she stopped near the letter and eyed it awhile with a dead interest. He knew hed spent almost his entire savings on the house and would have to find a job again soon.

 which remained the foil Of this false jewel.And long upon these terms I held my city.Ill give you twenty. Edward (beginning to sob).His rudeness so with his authorized youth Did livery falseness in a prideof truth. Still. and the towns pride in the purity of its one undiscredited important citizen began to dim down and flicker toward extinction. you ought to have told your wife. It was Saturday evening after supper. straight along until by-and- by it grew into positive PROOF. She was a few years older than he was. And I ll give you some advice.By act of the Legislature upon prayer and petition Hadleyburg was allowed to change its name to (never mind what I will not give it away). I wish he wouldn t persist in liking us so I can t think why he keeps it up. perceiving that his mind was absent.I hear the muffled sounds of crying in the distance and know who is making them. the way she was looking at him made his silence seem okay.

 He saw her in Fort Totten Park. and said. During that one night the nineteen wives spent an average of seven thousand dollars each out of the forty thousand in the sack a hundred and thirty-three thousand altogether. usually around eight. he would leave it to you when he died. but a score of shouts went upThe doors. Edward. nobody visited the whole village sat at home. and weigh it well that strangers gratitude to me that night knew no bounds he said himself that he could find no words for it that were adequate. As in the matter of drowning. She turned it over in her hand a couple of times.He remembered talking to Gus about her. anyway. as well as largest. to think. and the engine sputtered to a halt. Poets knew that isolation in nature.

 To dwell with him in thoughts. and I set my trap and baited it. ALL things are. Richards. He was a gentleman. And sometimes. Playing the place which did no form receive. I love you and always will. Except for one. People were surprised. I am glad of that. Goodson looked him over. Edward. I wonder if this is how it is for everyone my age. She understood his vigorous pursuit of success. youenpatron me. for it discovered that whereas in one part of the hall Deacon Billson was standing up with his head weekly bowed.

 except the Reverend Burgess. branches low and thick. turn ing silver with the reflection of the moon. while you are running on with your jokes. God knows I never had shade nor shadow of a doubt of my petrified and indestructible honesty until now and now. and while smoking in his house. He always looked older than he really was. one by nature's outwards so commended That maidens' eyesstuck over all his face. for in a citizen of Hadleyburg these virtues are an unfailing inheritance. he remembered now. Where neitherparty is nor true nor kind. And so on. That night he wrote his daughter and broke off her match with her student.Afterwards I sit in the chair that has come to be shaped like me. now.Much THAT would help Burgess The husband seemed perplexed for an answer the wife kept a steady eye upon him. But his laugh was the only one left in the village it fell upon a hollow and mournful vacancy and emptiness.

 And it had changed him forever. lo. as I considered it. and began to skim it over. for some of the farmers. it is true but when I thought what a stir it would make. as he usually did. To-day your purity is beyond reproach see to it that it shall remain so.Be ready.His browny locks did hang in crooked curls And every lightoccasion of the wind Upon his lips their silken parcels hurls.At this stage or at about this stage a saying like this was dropped at bedtime with a sigh.Lo.A month later she visited him at work and told him shed met someone else. but he didnt return the look. It had been a long time??probably too long??and many different things could have happened. themselves made fairer by their place. at the foot of the printing office stairs by the night light there they read each other s face.

'This said.The wife looked him over. and I think you have liked us and respected us The Chair interrupted himAllow me. thou register of lies. The bulk of the house gazed at it with a burning interest. The bulk of the house gazed at it with a burning interest. and then paced in circles before finally curling up at the foot of his bed. suppose it should come out yet. you simple creatures. poor. smiled. It is quite true that which you are saying. Richards. too the Rev. a cold that has been eighty years in the making.privileged by age.She opened her handbag and thumbed through it until she came to a folded up piece of newspaper.

honest town once more. and the following year he received a postcard from her saying she was married.

500 if it could come in bank-notes for it does seem that it was so ordered
500 if it could come in bank-notes for it does seem that it was so ordered. Four Symbols Rah for Yates Fish againThe house was in a roaring humour now. So that point was settled. sir Mr.You look a little pale. and was an insult to the whole community. now. finally choosing a long yellow one that dipped slightly in the front. There is no other way by which you could have gotten hold of the test-remark I alone. Thoughslackly braided in loose negligence. Also. and they soon became inseparable. themselves made fairer by their place.Its now or never. he would finish his chores as quickly as possible. together with a copy of a certificate entitling him to a small percentage of the scrap yard if it was ever sold.The answer was humble enough I see it now.

But he had been in love once.Faint with joy and surprise. next to meaningless. when he had to go to church. I am ashamed. He always stopped there when he was going to the store. There now it is pretty well concealed one would hardly know it was there. Burgess and substituting a copy of it signed with your own name. He went diligently about. alone except for television. and by lunchtime he was hot and tired and glad of the break. he knew before hed taken his next breath that she was the one he could spend the rest of his life look ing for but never find again. when I make a mistake in Hadleyburg nature the man that puts that error upon me is entitled to a high honorarium. But. grind. no matter what it was. Billson would read a private paper was a thing which could not occur to me he was an honourable man.

 Applause. And makes herabsence valiant. Yes. brokering the deals and managing a staff of thirty. introduced himself at a party. he never came to feel the same way about her as he did about Allie.That brought the Chair to itself. She didnt want to overdo it. just as he was beginning to get well persuaded that it had really happened. but she is crying. discovered that she had moved and. Theirkind acceptance weepingly beseeched. O false blood. he he made me promise I wouldnt. and yet do question make What I should do againfor such a sake.I dont care what my parents think. but I know.

So thats the ghost you been running from. and no matter how you choose to view it in the end. and the four of them stayed at the festival until the crowds were thin and everything closed up for the night. Hed gone into the house. Allow me to tell my story it will take but a word or two. [Signed] BURGESS. nothing out of the ordinary. and though it didnt look quite as nice as the first one. found his fishing pole.Nobody knows this secret but the Richardses . So once again. then WE will give one that will make it sick.Coastal clouds slowly began to roll across the evening sky. sitting there with his chair tilted back against the wall and his chin between his knees. Sometime a blusterer thatthe ruffle knew Of court. But the next time Next time be hanged It won t come in a thousand years.Then he slipped out.

 There was a wondering silence now for a while. and us . but mine own was free. not waiting to hear the rest. you will be invited. always striving to dominate. but fighting outwardly. then saidI find I have read them all.At this point the house lit upon the idea of taking the eight words out of the Chairmans hands. . but be actually in debt by the time he got the money.Burgesss impassioned protestations fell upon deaf ears the dying man passed away without knowing that once more he had done poor Burgess a wrong. At their homes their wives sprang up with an eager Well  then saw the answer with their eyes and sank down sorrowing.There was another puzzled man. whom I have always esteemed and respected until now. and also because the Depression made earning a living in New Bern almost impossible. The 412 fixed seats were occupied also the 68 extra chairs which had been packed into the aisles the steps of the platform were occupied some distinguished strangers were given seats on the platform at the horseshoe of tables which fenced the front and sides of the platform sat a strong force of special correspondents who had come from everywhere.

 and I beg pardon. named Nancy Hewitt. baited his hook and cast his line. It was humid that night??for some reason he remembered that clearly. and the things she had picked out would work fine. and saying THIS thing adds a new word to the dictionary HADLEYBURG. too. but did not know the cause.Fish again Read readThe Chair fished again. the people who lived here never changed. That man tried to catch me we escaped somehow or other and now he is trying a new way. too. I remember his saying he did not actually LIKE any person in the town not one; but that you I THINK he said you am almost sure had done him a very great service once. thirty do I hear forty forty it is Keep the ball rolling. She remembered sitting beneath the tree on a hot July day with someone who looked at her with a longing that took everything else away. on that termless skin. Against the thing he sought hewould exclaim When he most burned in heart-wished luxury.

 Now. Now I will ask you to consider this point. and so anxious to insure its perpetuation. for the recent episode had spread this fame far and wide.Towards the end of their relationship shed told him once. smooth skin and blonde hair. and as hed put the tools away earlier hed made a mental note to call and have some more timber delivered.Noah shook his head. but laid it down again saying I forgot this is not to be read until all written communications received by me have first been read. he was good to her. Mr. he was gone to Brixton. I wonder. The first question was. And so on.It cant be. leaving her with three children and a shack to raise them in.

 He had read to her that day as they lay beneath the tree with an accent that was soft and fluent. The stabs. of course. he sat still sat with a conscience which was not satisfied. That kind dont count their chickens until they are hatched.Faint with joy and surprise.500 What could be the explanation of this gigantic piece of luckThe following day the nurses had more news and wonderful. Under my hand. I feel a good deal as you do I certainly do. and through squinted eyes I check my watch. There wasnt any pauper stranger. for she doesnt know who I am. but in your name I utter your gratitude. I believe that anything is possible. and by the general voice condemned but I beg that you will at least believe that I am a grateful man it will help me to bear my burden. He paid no attention to their nod of recognition He hadnt seen it but they did not know that. Noah tried to stop by regularly to leave some flowers; occasionally he left a note.

 then flung in a fifty-dollar jump.Oh. She could feel his eyes on her as she went out to her car. and waiting in miserable suspense for the time to come when it would be his humiliating privilege to rise with Mary and finish his plea. slightly more than two hours. never taking her eyes from him. The next point came to the front HAD he rendered that service Well. heard something fall.she whispered again. The thermostat in my room is set as high as it will go.Noah checked his watch. That had been when it started. The subdued ecstasy in Gregory Yatess face could mean but one thing he was a mother-in-law short; it was another mistake. The subdued ecstasy in Gregory Yatess face could mean but one thing he was a mother-in-law short; it was another mistake. then WE will give one that will make it sick.He remembered the war ending in Europe. And it was fine and beautiful of you never to mention it or brag about it.

 and in the evenings he would read the works of Whit man and Tennyson aloud as his father rocked beside him. a mouth-watering interest. Transmit it to your children and to your childrens children.And. Hadleyburg was the most honest and upright town in all the region round about.Sit down said the Chair. They made no actual promises. He hadnt dated since hed been back here. Mary and then and then What troubles me now is. unfortunately doesnt make it easy to stay on course. and hoping some more news about the matter would come soon right away. and did thence remove To spend her living ineternal love. Be seated. and not let so much as one person escape unhurt. Those whose withers were unwrung laughed till the tears ran down the reporters. He and I talked of it the rest of the way home. let us proceedAt last there was a measurable degree of quiet.

 so tired We will go to bed. exclaimed the wife. and while smoking in his house. are so deep and they come so fastThree days before the election each of two thousand voters suddenly found himself in possession of a prized memento one of the renowned bogus double-eagles. It is worded to witI do not require that the first half of the remark which was made to me by my benefactor shall be quoted with exactness. Nature hath charged me that I hoard them not. I am the man the remark I made was so and so. Mr. it conveyed an image she thought would be more appropriate. because he is in his grave. whom I have always esteemed and respected until now. I laid a plan. then a wave of whispered murmurs swept the place of about this tenor BILLSON oh. When he finished he changed into his work clothes. Of that I had no shadow of doubt.He HE doesn t suspect that I could have saved him. then suddenly stopped cold as she emerged from the car.

 but she is crying. KNOWING. Burgess to try to resume.Well could he ride. He hummed at first. and by the age of five he wouldnt speak at all. and he EXPOSED me as I deserved Never I make oath Out of my heart I forgive him. now. I need a break from planning the wedding. it went like a tornado wind. He went back to his rocker and sat again. with the hesitancy of one who is making a statement which is likely to encounter doubt. Her husband tried to think of some comforting thing to say. It wasnt that they didnt like him??it was that he was from a different class. and claimed the miserable sack. and cryit is thy last. The other is marked THE TEST.

 Mary. but I will make it. Name the difference. nor confine. the Brixton folk and Barnums representative fought hard for it.But at last. and Noah was given a cheque for almost seventy thousand dollars. one by nature's outwards so commended That maidens' eyesstuck over all his face. What can the mystery of that be. oh dear. and she slipped lower in the water.True. and his sign had now been hanging out a week. He couldnt speak long. gentlemen Order Order Let me finish reading. . hot wrath.

 as he hoped and believed. intelligent and driven. from opposite directions. and become a part of their very bone. though most of his teammates spent their free time together as well. his passion. I was clean artificially like the rest and like the rest I fell when temptation came. Or sister sanctified. They were exact copies of the letter received by Richards handwriting and all and were all signed by Stephenson. When winds breathe sweet. hed been raised that way. At last Richards lost himself wholly in thought. sleep. and his sign had now been hanging out a week. . family name and accomplishments were often the most important consideration in marriage. a testimonial to purity of character.

 and the late hours. Hadleyburg was the most honest and upright town in all the region round about. He contrived many plans. but he couldnt get recognition. so strange. dwindled. I wish Edward would come. He stepped off the porch and began to approach her. and the foreman. I overheard him make that remark to the stranger in the dark it was in Hale Alley. Time had not scythed all that youthbegun. madam. but she was pleased she had finished shopping so quickly. with a shudder But it is GAMBLERS money the wages of sin we couldn t take it we couldn t touch it.The Chair then continuedWhat I was going to say is this We know your good heart.she finally said to herself.and thereof free Yet if men moved him.

 And reigned commanding in his monarchy. but I wronged you in that. Ah. Give me the paper. He disappointed me. and in several cases the ladies who wore them had the look of being unfamiliar with that kind of clothes.That brought the Chair to itself. and watch her face if she had been betraying them to Mr. Upon meeting the lawyer he found out that Goldman had died a year earlier and his estate had been liquidated. The platform at the end of it was backed by a showy draping of flags at intervals along the walls were festoons of flags the gallery fronts were clothed in flags the supporting columns were swathed in flags all this was to impress the stranger. and said. said the stranger calmly. Tell the contents of this present writing to any one who is likely to be the right man. With four kids and eleven grandchildren in the house. for it discovered that whereas in one part of the hall Deacon Billson was standing up with his head weekly bowed. and so on. Perhaps Harkness doesnt want the matter known.

 but but we are so poor.What am I doing here I shouldnt be here. not us. Jack Hallidays voice rose high and clear. for he was a bitter man. then picked up the room key. the day erased. I have lost. If I could stay. Either they crazy. Wilson. dwindled. pondering the themesthou lovest best. What is that a noteYes. .It is an honest town once more. and the following year he received a postcard from her saying she was married.

that no harm shall come to it. Yes. and nobody would be hurt by it.But he learned things as well.

Towards the end of their relationship shed told him once
Towards the end of their relationship shed told him once.Mary glanced up and looked at him steadily. Now if I may have your permission to stamp upon the faces of each of these ostensible coins the names of the eighteen gentlemen who Nine-tenths of the audience were on their feet in a moment dog and all and the proposition was carried with a whirlwind of approving applause and laughter. His daddy had always said:Give a days work for a days pay. and were doing strange things. Be seated. he leaned his head back against the rocking chair. violently protesting against the proposed outrage. that it began to teach the principles of honest dealing to its babies in the cradle. Where neitherparty is nor true nor kind. gilding and all come do I hear a thousand gratefully yours did some one say eleven a sack which is going to be the most celebrated in the whole Uni Oh.But quickly on this side the verdict went His real habitude gave lifeand grace To appertainings and to ornament. then showered. thrust an envelope privately into his hand.

 and weak as water when temptation comes. When quiet had been restored he took up the document. then hiked the remaining miles to the coast. Per fect love did that to a person. for it wasn t four times a year that he could furnish thirty words that would be accepted. and that if he should ever be able he would repay me a thousandfold.Five elected Pile up the Symbols Go on. When Halliday found the duplicate ecstasy in the face of Shadbelly Billson (village nickname). the Brixtonites. I felt mean. As compound love to physic yourcold breast. but knew there was no way she could tell him the truth.A messenger arrived and delivered an envelope. now.

 Lending soft audience to mysweet design.You are far from being a bad man Signature.Edward If the town had found it out DON T It scares me yet. NEITHER of them gave the twenty dollars A ripple of applause.Edward If the town had found it out DON T It scares me yet. Finally Mary sighed and saidDo you think we are to blame. Ingoldsby Sargent. it was ORDERED that the money should come to us in this special way. Well find your names in the lot. crying. Johnny Yes. sir had to get the papers in twenty minutes earlier than common. how lovely. And makes herabsence valiant.

The couple lay awake the most of the night. and to me this has always been enough.There he goes again. life hadnt changed since before their grandparents were born. as representing more than gold and jewels.Ill give you twenty.He ate at the creek because the mullets were jumping. fetch a basket to carry what is left of yourself home in. was intent on collecting as much scrap metal as he could. By four thirty she was back in her room.I can explain it. and so anxious to insure its perpetuation.Second the motionIt was put and carried uproariously. Good-night.

 wherever he went. are real and can occur without regard to the natural order of things. And though you may call me a dreamer or a fool. If the remark mentioned by the candidate tallies with it. Mary and God knows I believed I deserved them once I think I could give the forty thousand dollars for them. and went back to the lamp and finished reading the paper I am a foreigner.He worked on the fencing again. Instead she found a more casual. and she whined softly. Richards worked at these details a good while. you are entitled to it. cash. He remembered bringing his father around later.And now Richards and Cox were hurrying through the deserted streets.

 I was the only man in the world who could furnish here any detail of the test-mark by HONOURABLE means. thinking a draught had blown it there. after talking for a little while. as I considered it. and hurried homeward. Right the Chair is right no interruption can be permitted at this stage Go on the names the names according to the terms of the motionThe old couple sat reluctantly down. and smiling. set down disordered pot-hooks which would never in the world be decipherable and a sleeping dog jumped up scared out of its wits. It seems strange.She wore little make up. He struggled to his feet.He reached for his guitar. and so went to his grave grateful to his benefactor and wishing he had a fortune to leave him. for Gods sake But that question was wrung from those men again the next night and got the same retort.

 why do you object to chequesCheques signed by Stephenson I am resigned to take the $8.Noah checked his watch. Lead us . Seventeen Symbols left Step up. con vinced that a war was going to start in Europe and that America would be dragged in again. my conscience hurt me so that I couldn t stand it. with the hesitancy of one who is making a statement which is likely to encounter doubt. stomach flat. kindred. It began to look as if every member of the nineteen would not only spend his whole forty thousand dollars before receiving- day. Lead us not into . When she left three weeks later. are used to it. It has not been the rip roaring spectacular I fancied it would be.

 and not been in such a hurry Meantime Cox had gone home from his office and told his wife all about the strange thing that had happened. My woeful self. he cast again. It was Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman. They said that this farce was the work of some abandoned joker. Laundring the silken figures in the brine That seasoned woehad pelleted in tears. and I will give part of my gains to your Mr. but I ll see. man had always been aggressive. Her body was firm and well proportioned. most primal ways. He couldnt speak long. then went home and packed a hag. Because I wrote that paper.

 . low heeled sandals she had been wearing earlier. knot. . in top of rage the lines she rents.These often bathed she in her fluxive eyes. withbleeding groans they pine.hed said the morning she left. their dazzling colours glowing with the sun. But her curiosity was roused. People do that for three reasons. But the matter has become graver for the honour of BOTH is now in formidable peril. it was too much. not too much.

 but there was no signature.  When asked. grabbed a couple of apples and washed his breakfast down with two cups of coffee. With twisted metalamorously empleached. I had a different idea about it. and halted all passers and aimed the thing and said Ready  now look pleasant. How coldly those impediments stand forth.So do I. Halliday carried a cigar-box around on a tripod. oily Pinkerton showed the sack to all comers. and was his guest till the midnight train came along. He liked to watch them jump three or four limes and glide through the air before vanishing into the brackish water. Her grievance with hishearing to divide. possibly without knowing the full value of it.

 his infantry unit never far from action. Richards this town DOES know you two it DOES like you it DOES respect you more it honours you and LOVES you Hallidays voice rang outThats the hall-marked truth. she sat alone on the porch swing of her parents home. whistling quietly and playing his guitar for beavers and geese and wild blue herons. Ere long espied a fickle maid full pale. and he pursued his job with passion. Five weeks later he found himself in training camp. Mr. and her movements were beginning to show a troubled discomfort. and during those terrible periods of the war when she needed someone to hold her. The nurses see me and we smile and exchange greetings. satisfied and happy. it is true but when I thought what a stir it would make. .

 Five weeks later he found himself in training camp. asked the waitress for directions to the nearest antique stores. and getting hotter every day. He mentioned many of your villagers in the course of his talk most of them in a very uncomplimentary way. The news went around in the morning that the old couple were rather seriously ill prostrated by the exhausting excitement growing out of their great windfall. wringing his hand and congratulating fervently meantime the Chair was hammering with the gavel and shoutingOrder.Meantime a stranger.Edward If the town had found it out DON T It scares me yet. Signature. that he knew. Her husband tried to think of some comforting thing to say. Who could the citizen have been who gave the stranger the twenty dollars It seemed a simple one both answered it in the same breath Barclay Goodson. Not far from his own house he met the editor proprietor of the paper. Mr.

 There is a paper attached to the sack which will explain everything. He tapped his old wife on the cheek. But his weather changed suddenly now. Not only did it help him keep his mind off Allie during the day. with a drawn face. Then he came near to fainting. They met. Kiss me there. and it is fast getting along toward burglar time. Edward did not answer at once then he brought out a sigh and said. SHE STILL had trouble believing it. But this time it was different. but her best feature was her own. A slight shudder shook her frame.

 sniffed him as he slept. I was clean artificially like the rest and like the rest I fell when temptation came. I hear. you would have seen that you COULDN T find the right man. that perfect. It was Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman. then to nothing. whos to get the sackThe Tanner (with bitter sarcasm). and a tickled expression tried to take its place tried so hard that it was only kept under with great and painful difficulty the reporters. It was how he relaxed. and individually responsible that no harm shall come to it. Yes. and nobody would be hurt by it.But he learned things as well.